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hmm..some part of someday,i’ll sit or lay back and stare at nothing..wondering when i’ll be hired to kill..i mean..to work..Its been some month since that happy day,and i’m still the same person,only better at certain skills,since i got nothing else better to do,itu pun someone push me to work on it.thanks.so most of the time,i’m up to something.but what i missed the most would be,my study days..where i get to WALK.when i say walk,i mean fast walk.i get to fast walk all over university,from one end of the world to the other.to relate to my current condition,i dream of going to work n get myself bz and tired,get home n have a decent meal.kalau org yg dah bekerja mesti kata ‘rehatlah sementara masih ada peluang berehat’ or ‘ko tak rase lg keje tu mcm mane penatnya..’ haha i’m looking forward to feel it,n be able to say to myself,’rindunya time blaja..’ when will that day come..

made a bowl of milo the other day,hot and steamy..yumm.let it sit there to cool of for a while,while i’ll do some other chores in the kitchen..mom was there on the dining table,peeling some potatoes,onions..her usual routine,the table was full with her things,a bowl of her must-have ‘air cuci tangan’,other container and all.

fast forward,everythings settled,meals ready,table needs to be clean.mom went to the bathroom.we on the other hand were cleaning the table,when i remmembered my cup of milo.i sat down for a while and lift up my heavy bowl of milo "eh,alaaa manja..milo i dah sejuk…cepat nya dia sejuk…"after that its history.milo drained into my tummy "burp…"

mom got out of the bathroom,sat back at her place when she noticed the bowl of milo were no longer there,the contents gone.

mama: "alia,u dah abis minum ke milo dalam bowl nih?"

alia: "oh,yup.tapi dah sejuk la milo i.."

mama: "alamak..yeke.tadi i rendam kentang dalam mangkuk air cuci tangan i tu,pastu air dia penuh sangat,i tuang dalam bowl milo tu..haha..sorryy.

alia: "gulp"(sambil tekenang ape yg dah masuk dalam perut tadi..)"aaaaaaaaaa……..)

manja: "AAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHUHUHUUH….."

dah nak puasa.selamat menyambut ramadhan semua…

haaa…what a memorable 27th of august it has been..convocation day run smoothly,finally its time to take things on step ahead and more detail.yeay..dah grad! baba n mama,thanks for being there and provide for me,love u soo muchh..i will try  my verry best,buat yg terbaik utk family kita,org lain nak buat perangai ke,yg nk ikut kepala dia je ke,kalau rase ape yg dibuat tu bagus dan berfaedah,buatlah.tak wujud pun kan org mcm tu dalam idup ni kan?ke ade?semoga kalau ada yg wujud tu akan dibukakkan hati nya..good luck k!.anyway,buat kawan2 yg hadir,yg bagi hadiah,fara,anem,amir,manja dan tunang tersayang en.syamsir anuar,thanks for spending the day celebrating convocation day with me..love u guys too! haa..ape2 pun,we waited,it came,and it passed us by already..best nya..

happy birthday to me..thanks friends for the beautiful greetings =) buat aku yg sedang dalam kesakitan nih rase ceria dan tehibur lah sket..ahaha..aku tengah sakit?yeke?ngahahaa…yup!skang aku tengah kene CHIKEN POX!aiyaa..dah tua2 ni kene chiken pox apa cite..ngahahaa..tapi takpelah..ni baru dia habis ‘lebat’.nk letak gamba muka sendiri pun tak berani..takut kene label 18sg.sangat seram.cemane nk grad nih..takpelah..bubbles ni dah nak kering dah pun..tapi pedihnyee..fuhh..siap gatal nye..wallaaweii… anyway,sume program kene pospone.tunggu kembali sihat.adeih…

terase nk becakap sket..pasal blog part:1..ade ape ekk dlm tu?tetibe teringat pd yg telah pergi..

1)pasal my birthday,the one that i got a suprise bday party..mintak maaf sangat2 n thanks a lot baby..

2)pasal recent (at that time) lost of a-to be-family-member.aku tumpang sedih,..anyway,pada yg masih hidup,be with you all the way.walaupun kita tak mengenali atau bersemuka atau mempunyai apa2 ikatan dgn yg telah pergi,cerita2 tentang ketabahan dan kecekalan seseorang tu boleh membuatkan kita yg mendengar nih merase kagum dan berhasrat biarlah satu hari nanti kita juga mampu menjadikannya sbg contoh dan semangat untuk kita menjadi sebaik dia.jadi,kita tak perlulah nk membeza2 atau membanding2 kesedihan yg kita alami dgn yg org lain rase,buat bertambah sakit dan sedih dihati je..ye tak?renung2kan lah..

yeeayy..dah habis blaja..or i’d say,dah nak grad..hehe my individual assessment went well,works had been submitted..what else..hope certain thing’ll be upgraded..so my next step would be joining the stream.Plus some other thing that needs atttention.someone baru saja melarikan seekor ikan..nasib baik dapat diselamatkan..(nakal boboi..)oh it feels good to be home..(but it’ll  be damn great if i could be with that someone..all the time)

"Love is never smooth,but its worth the efford.."

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