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haaa..lamanya tak tulis apa2..

the beginning of  a new experience..not actually begin,its new a process more to say.ehehe i’m a new mom!best sngt..penat mmg penat.tapi bila tgk dia tersenyum,ketawa,nangis n mcm2 lg,rasa puas tul.ni baru sebulan lebih..jauh lagi perjalanan.nk kena jugle with loads of things,re-scheduling my life.i can manage it..i think i really do.cuma ada certain2 ‘things’ yg membuatkan hari kurang ceria [buat i jd hot je rasa...eeee] tapi tu semua boleh di perbetulkan..diperbetulkan ke..?perangai manusia ni [kalau dia dah tua..] agak susah nk diubah.maybe i need to adjust kot,kalau tak suka kita boleh buat ikut cara kita ye tak.so,i must be willing to face it,tak boleh nk takut2.kalau takut then tak dpt apa2 la kan.umur dah makin meningkat,ngk kawan2 dah ada yg smbung part-2,smbung study apa suma,hmm…sempat tak nk smbg study ek?that is yet to be determine.dpt amek master ke,best gak.apa2 pun,1 baby step at a time…that’ll do..

♥  T H I N K I N G   O F   Y O U  ♥

Comparisons are easily done
Once you’ve had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seedYou said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will knowCause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You’re like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I’ve had the best
You said there’s
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into…

You’re the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson’s learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won’t you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I’d like to stay…
stay….

♥

mmm, he’s staring at me i’m sitting wondering what he’s thinking,
mmm, nobody’s talking, cause talking just turns into screaming,
ohh, and now as im yellin’ over him, he’s yellin’ over me,
all that that means, is neither of us is listening,
and what’s even worse is that we don’t even remember why we’re fighting.

so both of us are mad for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing (woah)
but we wont let it go for, nothing
no not for, nothing
there should be, nothing
to a love like what we got, oh baby

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can’t sleep through the pain. 
boy i don’t wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me
no i don’t wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).

and it gets me upset boy when you’re constantly accusing,
asking questions like you already know
we’re fighting this war, baby both of us are losing
this ain’t the way that love is supposed to go
what happened to workin’ it out?
we fall into this place where
you ain’t backin’ down
and i ain’t backin’ down
so what the hell do we do now?

it’s all for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing (woah)
but we wont let it go for, nothing
no not for, nothing
there should be, nothing
to a love like what we got, oh baby

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can’t sleep through the pain. 
boy i don’t wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me
no i don’t wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me

oh baby, this love ain’t gon’ be perfect
and just how good its gonna be
we can fuss and we can fight
long as everything’s all right between us
before we go to sleep
baby we’re gonna be…

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can’t sleep through the pain. 
boy i don’t wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me
no i don’t wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me

♥

♥

Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

♥

Sepi hati terjadi lagi
Mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
Biar senyum hadir di hariku
Namun ini hanya ada di bibir
Di bibir saja

Aku ini yang bisa mengerti
walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
Namun berat beban hidupku
Biarkan saja
Biar saja hanya ku yang tahu

Sejarah cinta dan hidupku
Penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh
Untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
Bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
Aku tetap diam

Woo.. sejarah cinta dan hidupku
Penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh
Untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
Bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
Aku tetap diam

JULY = ROCKSTAR
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
thing’s peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5
mins and you will meet the love of your life
sometime next month.

we went to Imax last nite (28jun) for Transformers,i tell u,i give all my thumbs and fingers up.enough said.though some part tu so obviously Americanish..betul ke word ni.anyway,ngk 2nd time pun tak rugi lah.i find some part sad,some part encouraging,but its action all the way to the end.tu yg paling best..

You Are a Coy Flirt

You may not seem like you’re flirting, but you know exactly what you’re doing. You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing. Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal. A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.

just something fun to try..

19hb aritu genap sebulan dah aku keje..terase cepat betul mase berlalu,tetiba nak dapat gaji lagi ek..heheh ada 3 part dlm sehari yg i’d really look forward to : nak pegi keje,time keje n time nak balik keje.

nak pegi keje

biasalah,nak tumpang baba ke nak tumpang syamsir.kalau tumpang baba kang smpi ofis cepat sngt, n kalau naik dgn syamsir kang smpi sipi2.so pegi je lah slalunya dgn syamsir.if i’m lucky bos tak masuk lagi,kalau tak nanti dia main jeling2.haha bos tu ok je orgnya,apart from kegemaran dia utk jd a bit ‘kelang kabut’ at some point.i’ll get use to that.nk jalan kaki gi ofis tu plak,mesti kena bermain dgn perasaan :nk makan pau ke tak arini…? ahaha pekena pau 5 hari seminggu,muka aku pun leh jd mcm pau.so ngk lah,2 atau 3 hari dlm seminggu mkn pau yg eee…sedapnya.

time keje

keje tu mcm biasalah.dia bagi,aku buat.slalunya dia siap bgtau mcm mane nak buat,siap tunjuk contoh2.bagusnya bos aku nih..bnyk yg aku dah blaja.n ada kwn2 ofismate yg baik n bnyk tolong ajar,thanks ekk.dlm ofis tu kitorang 3 kerat je org muda.haha staff pun berape kerat je..tak ramai.pasang wmp,buat ovaltine panas n mkn biskut time keje..routine dah.

time nak balik keje

ini depends really,kalau nk balik sharp 5.30,balik dgn baba.nanti dia tunggu kt bwh,then kene jln kakai sket la.ofis nih slalu balik sharp 5.30,kalau lewat sket pun sumenya secara sukarela.tu pun sebab kat lua hujan ke,bf dtg amek lambat ke,ada nk plot something ke,tu je.tapi lately baba slalu outstation,so kene blk dgn syamsir.n skarang nih ptg je mesti hujan,so mmg lewat sket la blk.pas maghrib ke.masa tulah nk ber ym dgn member2,check email,check friendster. weekend mmg tak keje la kan.kalau ada sebundle benda yg aku kene siapkan,time tu je la aku dtg ofis.blk umah,kang ngk lah,kengkadang gi kedai jap dgn abg n manja ke,gi mkn kt syed ke,kalau tak duk umah jelah.then mlm selalunya by 11 ke 11.30 aku dah automatically off for today.tak sengaja pun.nk tunggu syamsir msg,aku dah tetido dah.

haha ini lah routine bulan nih.like i said to someone, it was tiring but fun and interesting.

Tak berapa nak setuju mula2,but good thing really does comes to those who waits..good luck to me!